UNKNOWN : MY CRUSH

Hum aakhri baar unki galiyon se gujar rahe the
Vo bhi hamari taraf aa rahe the
Hum unki taraf dekhte rahe

Vo hamare taraf aati rahi
Socha jamane ki parwah ni karenge is baar
Is pal ko sabse hansi pal banayenge
Hum unki taraf badte rahe
Hum unhe dekhte rahe
Usne najare uthai aur hume dekha
HUM aage badte rahe
Vo hamare taraf aati rahi
Har baar ki tarah
Vo aage bad gai
Aur hum unhe peeche chod gaye
Kambakht hum unke liye thehar bhi na paye
Phir se jamane ki parwah kar daali
Is dastan ko ab kya naam de
Hum unka naam bhi na jaan paye
Aur kahani khatam ho gai..

O MY LOVE!

O love, be my love

You are the queen of my universe

You are the reason behind anything I do

You will be the reason behind everything I will do

My every step are meant to get closer to you

My every writing relates to you

I see you in dreams

You are in my imaginations

O my love, be my love

You are the queen of my universe.

har mod pe..............on every turn or every moment of life!!!!!!!!!!

har mod pe kisi se najre mil jaati hai,

har mod pe koi na koi kuch sochne par majbur kar deta hai,

har mod pe kisi se kuch kahne ka dil chahta hai,

har mod pe kisi se do baatein ho jaati hai,

har mod pe kisi ke saath do waqt bitane ka dil karta hai,

har mod pe kisi ko chood ke jaane ka dil nahi karta,

har mod pe nigahe kisi ko dhundhti hai,

har mod pe nigaho me koi bas jaata hai,

har mod pe koi naya sa najar aata hai,

har mod pe koi apna sa lagta hai,

har mod pe kisi ko apna bannane ko dil karta hai,

har mod pe dil me kuch kuch hota hai,

har mod p kuch khwaise adhuri reh jaati hai,

har mod p kuch shabd adhure reh jaate hai,

har mod p kuch chehre kho jaate hai,

har mod p dil kisi ke liye bekarar ho jata hai,

har mod p kisi ki adayein pasand aa jati hai,

har mod p kisi ki photo pocket me reh jaati hai,

har mod p koi palko ki aanshu ban jaata hai,

har mod pe kuch yaadein reh jaati hai,

har mod pe dil thahar jaane ko kehata hai.........!!!!!!!

i WannA ChaNge tHe wOrLd..............iAMbornTObringREVOLUTIONS

i wanna love, break ma heart

live ma life to the fullest

feel something that no one has feeled

write something what no one has imagined!

show my universe to this world
i wanna feel depressed

fight for my rights

do all the things what i haven't done

do all the things what i m missing

do all the things what has abandoned in the society

know the reason behind every abandoned

be like the stars

be remembered for millions of years
do something that no one has imagined

define all the predefined things by my way

show new universe to this world

give new way of thinking to this world

make people feel for change
remind people for the revolution yet to come!

FindiNG YouR WaY iS AlwaYS DifficuLT

ONLY MY GRANDMOTHER UNDERSTANDS ME EVERY BODY ELSE IS TRYING TO CHANGE ME

i have created my own universe,
lost in my universe,
there's a lot other universe existing surrounding me,
their universe are a lot differ from mine,
i need to understand all other universe,
i have infinite dreams,
my dreams are fading day by day,
my dreams are depended on my success,
why success is required to accomplish all my dreams,
why all the things are predefined,
i want to define my own ways,
but somebody says it's not your time,
its time to learn from predefined things,
but i fear if i get lost in all the predefined things,
it will be difficult to find my way out,
so i'm deciding to be alone,
I am deciding to wait for my time.

Me with my friends

One day we four Aditya, Satyam, Aniruddha, and me went to buy clothes for Aditya in katra (near by market) we went to many shops searching clothes for aditya . we went there with three bicycles, with Aniruddha on my bicycle. we were going on bicycle with walking speed, and at some instant a rickshaw puller was going in front of me and Satyam, while Satyam was resting his hand on my shoulder, and many times i had asked satyam to remove his hand from my shoulder but he did not, and then suddenly a mischief came to my mind and i asked satyam," let's see who crosses the rickshaw first and also asked him to do this without removing his hand from my shoulder, actually i thought to put him behind rickshaw and stop him so that i could cross rickshaw first, but that did not happen, instead of stopping Satyam, me and Aniruddha felled badly and perhaps my elbow met with some iron part on rickshaw and whole world around me started spinning actually i started feeling giddy. I was unable to stand up properly, even i was unable to open my eyes, then Satyam and Aniruddha helped me to stand up, i was completely laid on the shoulders of my friends, my friends were really worried with aditya most, actually he was scared(at the last stage of worry). And quickly some people around us came and suggested to wash my head, my friends laid me down on table at nearby bookstall and Satyam washed my head, Aditya and Aniruddha were looking for rickshaw for me and also Satyam laid down there with me with his head on part of my strengthened hand and we were laid there for at least ten mins. then probably i was able to walk, and rickshaw puller was waiting for us, we bid him thanks and send him back, and now i was with Satyam on Satyam's bicycle, Aniruddha on mine bicycle and aditya was with his one....and again we started looking clothes for Aditya

PS: Oh! my god, i love my friends, how they were worried about me, actually Aditya was shivering with fear, how Satyam and Aniruddha held me, how passionately Satyam laid down there with me, and oh god i really love my friends.

TODAY

i left everything
i am here for better future

today i am struggling for my better future

i left my beautiful present
to make
to experience better future,

missing my present today
to keep my future within limit

waiting for my future today

growing up with this world
drowning myself in all the predefined things

missing my friends today
missing my family today
missing my life today

perhaps i am missing every thing today
to change the future tomorrow
to rule the future tomorrow!

MomenT!

the time i was waiting has lastly arrived

the things i was imagining are about to happen

my heart beats are going faster

i am feeling nervous about things are going to happen

now its on me how patiently i am able to enjoy this moment

it depends on me how much i am sincere about my thinkings

how much i am concerning my imaginations as a part of my life

how i am analysing my imaginations as my present

how much i will be able to take advantage from this situation

and it totally depends how i am going to spent this moment.

My communication with god!

one day i went to god and told," you are liar, you steal the thoughts of  human beings, you are cheater, do you think we are fool, no longer you are here to dominate this world, then i heard familiar voice full of lights and strengths which made me forgot every thing in this universe told, no my son what you think of, what you believe of, from where you get confidence, from where u get support, to whom you communicate with when you are alone is GOD..., suddenly i heard a thundering voice which enters to my ears passes through my veins reached to my heart stimulated by my brain shook me with fear and i fell from bed..., oh my god it was monsoon morning, thundering and raining & my mom was sitting beside ma bed......that is simply a god and god exists everywhere!